note to self: go outside
"I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived." — Henry David Thoreau credit My phone died recently. Not like died because of its charge — permanently died. I'm not the only one whom this has happened to, I'm sure, and this isn't a complaint. Rather, it's an observation on how different the landscape of my life has been without it. I've been reading more, watching more TV, doing less doomscrolling. I found that I've missed my phone a lot less and simultaneously a lot more than I expected. And I've been noticing a difference in my mental state. My mental health is, apparently, linked in part to the device I hold in my hand 99% of the time. Who knew? However, it's still been challenging lately, for more reasons than just my phone, and my sister invited me to go outside with her. Th
Hehe, growing old is mandatory. Growing up is optional.
ReplyDeleteBe yourself - everyone else is already taken.
.... and I'm just repeating everything you just said.
So unoriginal.
Anywho, I approve highly of this here post, and will drag myself back to my textbooks now :P
Oh, I loved your sayings. Don't worry, I didn't think 'twas unoriginal at all. I especially like the growing old/growing up one, I don't think I've ever heard that one. Thanks for commenting, I always enjoy hearing what you have to say!
DeleteTextbooks. Eugh. Gotta love school, eh?
*hugs* It is a hard realization to come to, but your friendships will be stronger for it. It's an amazing thing to be accepted for who you are.
ReplyDeleteI've been one who's never been able to fit in. At least not until i was about your age, actually, when I found people who were more like me than the 'normal' crowd.
Since then, despite it being hard and scary and sometimes painful (as you said) life had definitely gotten better. :}
Aw, thank you. Your thoughts mean a lot to me. I appreciate what you said very much. *hugs*
DeleteYes, it's a high and lofty calling, this whole... not-being-normal thing. Lonely, too. But it's always good to find people who are weird too, and thankfully I've been able to find a few of those. ;)
Thank you, I'm glad to hear it gets better! :)
I'm actually glad to hear this, Sky. On rare occasions (but it happens) one runs across girls your age who are digging in their heels and not wanting to "grow up." I'm twenty-one: I just went through the "growing up" stage, and I won't sugar-coat it and tell you that it really isn't all that hard. It is hard. Childhood and the dreams and thoughts of childhood sink deep into us, and "putting away childish things" can sometimes rip things out of the deeps of us. It can be really hard. It can really hurt. But what I can tell you is that the horrible growing up process does stop one day and you find yourself comfortably yourself as an adult, different from the child, but hopefully a better sort of different.
ReplyDeleteMaturity and intelligence are things in which we grow all the time. Childhood, in some ways, we put behind us; but if Chesterton has taught me anything, it is that the truths and clear-sightedness of childhood can be kept. Be honest and true and grow in the Lord, and you will always be yourself. No one promised that it would be pleasant, but it will certainly be right.
Oh, well, don't let this post deceive you too much. While I'm trying to embrace it, I still have my qualms about growing up. And I am digging in my heels a fair bit. But I can't avoid the inevitable.
DeleteThanks for the encouragement. I do appreciate what you had to say -- it won't be pleasant, but it will be right. That's a wonderful way of looking at it, and it gives me hope for my future as well. Thank you for taking the time to write out such a long and eloquent comment; it means a lot to me that you would do that.