note to self: i’ll be there for you, always
written june 6, 2021. Photo by Kristine Cinate on Unsplash I have always looked for myself in other people. I think the idea was that they would somehow hold the pieces of me that I felt were missing. That maybe, if I wrapped my identity up in theirs enough, we would somehow make a whole person. It's not healthy to live like this, but I did it anyway — burning through relationships and searching for something I couldn't quite name. It was never enough, not to be myself, but it was never enough to latch my identity to other people, either. I got close, several times — I thought I had reached the pinnacle of self discovery. I thought I had completed myself. But in the end, relying on other people to help build yourself is never a viable way to do things. It's only recently that I've started to become comfortable with the idea of being enough, as I am, on my own. Several years ago, in this same position, I would have searched for another person to attach my identity onto,
SUPER cute template! I like it better than the one I was working on. *embarrassed grin** And, you should put that quote permanently on the top of your page! :)
ReplyDeleteLol, now I see that you DO have it at the top of your page. I just like it in the purple text bettah. ;) <3
ReplyDeleteAwesome template! Amazing quote!
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ReplyDeleteThat is an excellent verse ~~ It is indeed wonderful to know that he has an Everlasting Love for us... so wonderful!
Wow, I love your background. Like, INSANELY. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks sooo much for the comment! Yeah, I was BeccaTheGreat. :) I was so excited to hear from you again! :D I'm so glad you like it. :) I've really began to embrace my passion for writing and the like.
An awesome verse. :) It's so true, we can't even imagine loving someone with an unconditional love ourselves, and so to imagine that God, the creator of heaven and earth, is going to love us with a love we can never possibly give back to him is mind-boggling.
Thanks again for the comment, and great post (I'm following your blog now :) )
Becca Danielle