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note to self: i’ll be there for you, always

written june 6, 2021. Photo by Kristine Cinate on Unsplash I have always looked for myself in other people. I think the idea was that they would somehow hold the pieces of me that I felt were missing. That maybe, if I wrapped my identity up in theirs enough, we would somehow make a whole person. It's not healthy to live like this, but I did it anyway — burning through relationships and searching for something I couldn't quite name. It was never enough, not to be myself, but it was never enough to latch my identity to other people, either. I got close, several times — I thought I had reached the pinnacle of self discovery. I thought I had completed myself. But in the end, relying on other people to help build yourself is never a viable way to do things. It's only recently that I've started to become comfortable with the idea of being enough, as I am, on my own. Several years ago, in this same position, I would have searched for another person to attach my identity onto,

What Should I Write About?

Hi everyone…again. I still haven’t decided what I want to write about, even though it’s only been a day. You could post a comment and tell me.
My dad wants me to learn HTML (That’s a code the computer uses to create websites, in case you didn’t know) so that I can make the changes to my blog myself.
So if you think my site is boring, you might have to wait until I learn HTML. But come back in a while and I bet it will be packed with lots of fun. But for now, I’m just starting off.
I think I’ll just write about everything for now. Maybe later I’ll find a subject, but for now it’s just a wide range of categories. BBFN (Bye-bye for now)!

P. S. – By the way, the girls in the picture are not me or anyone related to me. I don’t even know who they are. I’m working on that…once I learn HTML


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