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note to self: i’ll be there for you, always

written june 6, 2021. Photo by Kristine Cinate on Unsplash I have always looked for myself in other people. I think the idea was that they would somehow hold the pieces of me that I felt were missing. That maybe, if I wrapped my identity up in theirs enough, we would somehow make a whole person. It's not healthy to live like this, but I did it anyway — burning through relationships and searching for something I couldn't quite name. It was never enough, not to be myself, but it was never enough to latch my identity to other people, either. I got close, several times — I thought I had reached the pinnacle of self discovery. I thought I had completed myself. But in the end, relying on other people to help build yourself is never a viable way to do things. It's only recently that I've started to become comfortable with the idea of being enough, as I am, on my own. Several years ago, in this same position, I would have searched for another person to attach my identity onto,

My Top Picks

These are my top picks in the order of which I like them the most:

Top 10 Girl Names
1. Hannah
2. Elizabeth
3. Abigail
4. Rose
5. Emily
6. Tiffany
7. Jessica
8. Faith
9. Kathleen
10. Lilly

Top 9 Boy Names
1. Ryan
2. Matthew
3. Wiilliam
4. Michael
5. Ethan
6. Joseph
7. Peter
8. Zachary
9. Ben

Top 8 Favorite Colors
1. purple
2. turquoise
3. lime green
4. pink
5. blue
6. red
7. yellow
8. black

Top 7 Favorite Things to do
1. read
2. write on my blog
3. play outside
4. play video games
5. watch movies
6. do crafts
7. draw

Top 6 Favorite Animals
1. tigers
2. horses
3. cats
4. hamsters
5. dogs
6. eagles

Top 5 bloggers (that I knew when I wrote this, no offense to anyone)
1. narniagirl2006
Kylie's Klubhouse
2. Steve Walden
Walden's Wits
3. Gena Suarez
TOS publisher
4. CrazyAboutMonkeys
Crazy About Tinkerbell
5. LaLa
LaLa's Pink Palace

Top 4 friends (not on the web)
1. Amanda
2. Hannah
3. Abbie
4. Isabelle

Top 3 movies
1. Narnia (duh!)
2. Princess Bride
3. Incredibles

Top 2 Favorite Foods
1. ice cream
2. kielbasa pasta

Number 1 Person
1. Jesus!

Wow! that was long! soon I'll tell you some books I think you should read.
Oh, have you voted? 12 more days! (if you already have, please don't vote again.
BBFN (Bye-bye for now)! Kylie

on October 19th, 2006
Dear Narniagirl, my favorite Character in Narnia is Mr. Beaver!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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